So we spent yet another long day in hospital yesterday with thoughts of my waters breaking....I had alot of test and another ultrasound which confirmed that Twister is def a girl:) Its so hard at this stage of pregnancy cos its like my baby dosent matter untill im over that 24week mark but she is just as human as them and it rips me to bits knowin that she may not make it:( There aim is for me 2 make it another 10 weeks and then if i make it that far they will let me continue with my pregnancy untill i show more complications.....
Little baby has proven that it just loves the attention and i might turn radio acctive if they keep giving me ultrasounds:)
Im so scared that ill lose my little girl i feel that im the only person she is important to i mean yea sure Dan loves her but im feeling all her little kicks all the sickness she gives me and im so scared that its all going to dissapear and ill have nothing to show for it:( I just got to pray that my babygirl can make it through this hard time and prove that she has what it takes......Any hoo i guess ill just have to pay the waiting game i dont wanna go on and on about how much it hurts cos ill just be a sook ehehehe love u all xxxx
Monday, May 17, 2010
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